Tragedy Within Me

What is this tragedy within me?
 
This stirring feeling
 
This aching feeling
 
This yearning feeling
 

 
Do I not deserve the light? As others so often bask within?
 
I hear violins, I hear entire symphonies
 
Playing my exit song
 

 
Yes I'm an entertainer, a lover, a justice warrior
 
And yet I lose all battles within
 
I only win at the life that I play in

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