Blogs & Poems

He came along, just as she came along And they crushed my dreams Time after time, and then I wondered Maybe there's no chance Maybe I'm kidding myself Or maybe, just maybe, maybe their wrong

I wake up with scratches from the night With fear in my eyes at this terrible sight Though god may his finger on my soul Demons and spirits seek to destroy me whole For I am no longer conflicted with morals Nor am I lazy, resting on my laurels I spread all that is good, for no prize or validation I simply do what is right, without expectation They seek to destroy what is pure To defile me like the rest, so that I may also endure A life led by sin, devoid of conscience or se

One day, it won't matter if you're "right" Remember that, remember that One day I'll be far out of sight Remember that, remember that One day, I'll be dead Remember that, remember that One day, you might regret what you said Remember that, remember that

Inside those eyes, that hold no lies That hold pain and reflection, masked from detection A window to the soul, inside the gaping hole A deep sadness within, with the soul wearing thin You smile, but I see your sadness You dance, but I see your madness You laugh, but I feel your sorrow You live, but I know you don't plan for tomorrow

Who would've thought that life would become this? It ain't torture, but it ain't bliss 3 weeks, six months, the numbers are unclear But right now I know for certain, death is always near

I long for the day I do not wake up with dismay And rub shoulders with my brothers in the warm summer of May I long for the time that my days are worry-free And that I may walk the streets with complete certainty I long for a world free from all restriction I hope my dream is not a dream, and not a work of fiction

You know there aren't many Many ones like us, the special ones They radiate even in wastelands Sticking out like a stunning landscape And you can't help but stare and approach Yes the special ones are few and far between And I'll be silent for most But try to silence me when I'm around the special ones Try to stop me from leaping at the chance The chance to be around the special ones

Don't tell me that it's all in my head From up there in your throne It's a wonder that I'm still even here Crushed by the weight of my own mind There's an echo shouting out my name Telling me to give up hope It's like a poison infiltrating my mind Till I am totally blind to the truth

When you doubt, when you fear, when you wanna disappear Remember that it's all in your head When you worry, when you dread, when you wish that you were dead Remember that it's all in your head When you're cold and alone, and no one picks up the phone Remember that it's all in your head When all you see is night and there is no guiding light Remember that it's all in your head When times get too tough and you think you've had enough Remember that it's all in your head When y

Is this it? Is this the one? Guess we won't be laughing at the movies anymore Voices telling us to panic Voices telling us to relax So which is it? All the plagues when we were kids were like fashion trends And just like nature, only the strong would survive But now, maybe we're all weak? Even if we're strong? Maybe there's no escaping or ignoring this one Maybe there's no way to avoid the inevitable Guess we'll just wait and see