I'm Scared

I'm scared, I'll admit it

I'm scared, I won't deny it

I fear what's coming

My body is numbing

And life does not wait, to me it keeps summoning

I'm scared, I don't know what to do

I'm scared, I'm worried I won't pull through

And every day is scarier than the last

And I cannot help but worry about my past

I'm scared, worried that I'll fall even more

I'm scared, petrified for those I adore

The feelings turn me into a useless shell

And I inadvertently cause my own personal hell