Sometimes

Sometimes I wish it were over

Sometimes I wish for the end

Sometimes I wish I could disappear

So that no more would I have to pretend

But this is no tragedy

For me or for you

Life is simply tiring, unrelenting , unjust

And maybe sometimes I'd just like to go, no fuss

To slip away in the night

And burden no more

To be free of this world

And see what else Is in store

Because mostly I'm lost

A wandering mad man

Caught in hysteria

And consumed with envy

Reality or fiction

Other's lives look divine

Sometimes I breakdown

Or I laugh at mine

But if I would go, would it be such a loss?

I'm a ghost right now, so what would be lost?

Perhaps I'd do the world a favour

And rid it of another mistake

For I am a rollercoaster

Jumping to extremes

I'm either king of the world

Or lost in my dreams

Sometimes I wish it were over

Sometimes I wish for the end

Sometimes I wish I could disappear

For I am my only friend