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That Monster In The Mirror

I did not recognise him, I could not recognise him That monster in the mirror This broken man, what a terrifying spectacle That monster in the mirror A shadow of himself, a decaying mess That monster in the mirror I knew it was me, but how could it be? That I was the monster in the mirror

The Dark Thoughts Inside My Head

The dark thoughts inside my head make me wish that I was dead Piece by piece I try to pull it all together, piece by piece, thread by thread The dark thoughts inside my head make me wish that I was dead Thank you for the kind words you said, I keep them close to me during the battles with my head Yeah those thoughts inside my head can be tough And those times are always rough And I feel very lucky I can nip it in the bud, and declare enough is enough

The Best Version Of Myself

I'm becoming the best version of myself Every single day I'm becoming the best version of myself No matter what you say I'm becoming the best version of myself I'm becoming the best version of myself It's tough, and I'm often in pain I'm becoming the best version of myself Things are never gonna be the same again I'm becoming the best version of myself And sometimes I'll go through complete hell I'm becoming the best version of myself Until my story is an inspiring one to tell

Keep The Flame Alive

For every soul who can't be here today I'll keep the flame lit for you For all those people denied those extra years I'll keep the fire burning for you For every person that didn't get that extra chance I'll make this life mean something, for you For every person who now lives in memory You're never forgotten, and I'll keep the flame alive in my heart, so that you may live on

Suddenly

Suddenly I don't feel so worried Suddenly I don't feel so scared Suddenly I don't feel the weight of the world Suddenly I don't feel physically impaired Suddenly there is balance in my life Suddenly I feel warmth and serenity Suddenly I am free of trouble and strife Suddenly I am free from obscenity

Stranger In A Far Away Land

I'm a stranger in a far away land And this is not home, but neither was my home Cause I have no home, I simply roam I'm a stranger in a far away land Mr. Lost & Found, with his head stuck in the clouds And I could disappear without a memory or a sound I'm a stranger in a far away land Happy and terrified, but I'm glad I tried and did not hide, in the safety of the home I used to reside

If You Don't Like Me II

If you don't like me that's cool, this ain't school, fuck you all, I won't stall, I'll keep going and going till I'm above you all - yeah that's right, I'll be standing tall! If you don't like me, I couldn't care less, I must profess, I must confess, your life is a mess, and your opinion is pointless - something I won't address If you don't like me, it ain't nothing new, join the queue, join the zoo, join every other person who doesn't have a clue

Shut Up!

Shut up! Close your mouth! Turn on your brain and silence yourself Stop talking! You have nothing to say You're wasting oxygen with your childish babble Nobody cares! Except for your group Laughing along and playing their part, with no conviction and no heart Silence! Your words drive me crazy! Nothing you say has any meaning! You're stuck in your bubble with all your fellow idiots, and everyone outside is tortured with your drizzle

You Can't

You can't get upset when your feet get wet When life throws you difficulties or a series of threats You can't get scared when there are those who have dared To challenge you, to punish you, to mock all that you do But you can't sit in silence and endure the violence Both physical and mental, it doesn't matter, wounds heal, but the real danger is the latter And you can't be weak, even if the pain reaches its peak You gotta push through this crazed, insane zoo

I'm Scared

I'm scared, I'll admit it I'm scared, I won't deny it I fear what's coming My body is numbing And life does not wait, to me it keeps summoning I'm scared, I don't know what to do I'm scared, I'm worried I won't pull through And every day is scarier than the last And I cannot help but worry about my past I'm scared, worried that I'll fall even more I'm scared, petrified for those I adore The feelings turn me into a useless shell And I inadvertently cause my own personal hell

Your Biggest Supporter

I wanna see you succeed, I'm not about that greed To see you doing well is all I need Even if everything in my life is bad I'm not mad, though I might be sad, but for you I'll always be glad I wanna see you drinking champagne and celebrating all night long Even if everything in my life is going wrong, it's ok, I'll always be singing your song I'll always be toasting to you, and whatever you do, I'll be supporting you No matter what hard times I'm going through, don't worry about me, because I'm here for you

If You Don't Like Me

If you don't like me Fuck you, I like me If you don't love me That's ok, because I love me If you don't wanna talk to me It's all good, cause I can talk with myself all day If you hate me That's good, I'm glad I get a reaction out of you If you want me That's great, I want me too If you believe in me I appreciate it, I believe in me too

How Dare I

And I trembled with fear How dare I And I was crushed by my trivial pursuits How dare I And I cared for meaningless chatter How dare I And I argued for nothing How dare I And I lost myself How dare I And I was weak, when I know I am strong How dare I But do not pity me Do not limit me Do not excuse me And do not forgive me I must forgive myself I must forget myself I must remember real hardship I must consider that I don't have it

Night-time

I imagine you here Laying on my shoulder And us getting warmer As the nights get colder Forgetting all the troubles of the day Forgetting unhappiness, anger and dismay Forgetting the times when I doubted myself Forget everything and put it all on my shelf Embracing you dearly With all my might Embracing you dearly Throughout the night

Forgive Me

Forgive me today and forgive me tomorrow For I never mean to cause you sorrow Forgive me then and forgive me now For hurting you is not my vow Forgive me and accept my ignorance For I only intend to give you deliverance Forgive me please, I am a only man For I couldn't break you, I am your biggest fan

Gray Or Glory?

A met a guy long ago, reliving past glories I'd like to say he inspired me, but sadly he did not Because for him time had never changed, and every sentence was uttered to convince or excuse And I couldn't decide if I was angry or sad At this pitiful, longing man Because he could be many things, like a nuisance or a warning And through a few wise choices, and a change in attitude He could be a treasure chest, full of good times and glory Yes he could be anything, I just hope my life will be a worthy story

Moments

Fantastic moments, proceeded by terrible moments Sorrowful moments, followed by heartwarming moments Beautiful moments, along with uplifting moments Awful moments, and then more horrendous moments, and then frightening moments And then.... And then.... And then serendipitous moments, soul-stirring moments With encouraging moments on the way, and rewarding moments of course Moments, followed by moments Moments, forever and forever

Blood, Sweat, and Tears

Blood, sweat, and tears Heart racing, wrists shaking Blood, sweat, and tears Body trembling, heart aching Blood, sweat, and tears In my dreams and in my days Blood, sweat, and tears In my past , my present , and my future Blood, sweat, and tears Taking over, it's all I am Blood, sweat, and tears When it's all over, it's still what I am

Counting Down The Days

I'm counting down the days Until I leave this place I'm counting down the days Until I get my pay I'm counting down the days Until I no longer feel dread I'm counting down the days Until this place is out of my head I'm counting down the days Until I can taste that freedom I'm counting down the days Till I reach the golden kingdom I'm counting down down the days Till I can move right on I'm counting down the days Until there are none

Those Days Are Over

No one is going to hold your hand Those days are over No one will be at your beck and call Those days are over No one is going to forgive your ignorance Those days are over No one is going to save your skin Those days are over

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