Dark Thoughts

The dark thoughts are coming again It's a shame, for a time I was doing so well But I guess it's about that time again The holiday can't last forever But what's strange is that I start to forget I start to forget how it felt to be happy And it doesn't matter if I was happy yesterday or a year ago It all feels distant to me The dark thoughts are coming again And I enter my shell once more The irony is that when I need people the most This is the time they choose to disappear But don't mistake this for some sympathy vote I am very much past that I've simply come to notice patterns within my sadness It's curious and crushing, it's life